I can’t breathe. I can’t fucking breathe now. My chest hurts like fuck. I can’t stop gasping for air. Everyone’s asleep, except for me and my parents, but I’m too weak to get out of bed to go to them.
Please, help me breathe. Let me sleep. Please.
Me on an average night.
I don’t know why, but I’ve been having painful aches in my chest for the past few days. I mean, I’ve had it before. It used to be normal, but it only comes once every 3 months or so.
It’s becoming more frequent and ever more painful now. In addition, I won’t be able to breathe normally and my heart beats faster, but with each beat, it hurts. It hurts a lot. I don’t know how to describe it, but it fucking hurts. The pain and beating will last about 5 minutes and then, it’ll go away. I don’t know why.
I remember about a few years ago. I went to the doctor for this problem. He said that I was slouching too much, so I took his advice and I’ve been walking and sitting up straight ever since. Mum told me to drink water whenever that happens. Yea, I do that. Dad always remind me to stop what I’m doing and breathe slowly for about 5 minutes. I do that too, but still…
I already told my parents about this a week ago, but they just shrugged it off. It’s not that they don’t care. It’s just that I don’t even know whether this is serious or normal or something.
I haven’t told anyone about the frequent aches I’ve been feeling this week yet. I really don’t know what to do.
It hurts more each time.
It gets harder to breathe. Even now as I’m typing this, I’m struggling to breathe.
I’m actually more worried about my heart.
I’m too young for heart diseases, right? I can’t get those kind of things, right?
P.S. I thought that I should share it here as I really need to get it off my chest. Literally.
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